home.
Sometime you are at top of the world, wondering why the world seems so very flat.
i am somewhere in life, but i am nowhere at the spot i am rooted to.
i need the comfort, of belonging, of care, of having carved out a home, a place, friends, family. i need the comfort of identity, knowledge, being in control.
beginnings are tough, cz they scratch you out.. rather crudely. so much effort, so much time, erased. clean slates are inspiring, always more inspiring than distressing.. but at time you tend to miss the beautiful picture you drew before..
but i know how to rebuild, repaint, create.
its just that, i miss home. home, not just parents, not just friends, not just family. but home, the place, the roads, the freedom, that world. home.
i am somewhere in life, but i am nowhere at the spot i am rooted to.
i need the comfort, of belonging, of care, of having carved out a home, a place, friends, family. i need the comfort of identity, knowledge, being in control.
beginnings are tough, cz they scratch you out.. rather crudely. so much effort, so much time, erased. clean slates are inspiring, always more inspiring than distressing.. but at time you tend to miss the beautiful picture you drew before..
but i know how to rebuild, repaint, create.
its just that, i miss home. home, not just parents, not just friends, not just family. but home, the place, the roads, the freedom, that world. home.
posted by Chrysalis at 10:44 PM
2 Comments:
Is there really a way to start at the beginning? A new beginning, is that possible?
Ofcourse it is.. And its actually a Brilliant opportunity.. to erase all the old stereotypes about your own self, and do what no one is expecting because no one knows you and what you could do!
I have been travelling most of my life even in Pakistan because my father was in air force. it required moving quite a lot and just when i would have made friends.. begin to familiarize with a place, we would move.. and you know what.. from being shit scared of meeting new poeple.. i grew to love the fresh starts!
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