16th May 2009.

Today marks one of the worse, most miserable days, of my existance.

Now if you are done being self rightous, done being so 'kind' to the retarded toddler who couldnt make her own way home, done stroking your selfish ego, imposing your will by brute strenght all else failing, telling me what to do, how to do it, crowding my space by being forceful, my words not enough to ward off the unwanted..

If you are done having me scream like the mentally challanged retard i am, done seeing the horror i hold in me, done making me feel my most selfish, my most miserable, my most cruel, my most awful on one of the choice days ..

I will mark this day. to us.
Cheers.