i dont quite know why..

I bother coming here. Not really. not entirely.

But yeah, update time.

I am out of the sickness i was in, that is, the place where it all started, and ended, and struggled to start again, screwing my head in the process! i am not really a softie, but i melt.. disgusting when it makes me abandon all the PRINCIPLES (yep, got tens of those)

lekin khair, good thing is, i am in london, missing home terribly, but those i need to be happy here, will InshAllah be here too. de, and parents and brother no 2. on top, if i can get tens of trips to Pakistan it will be great. For now, i need to make a life, a career.. and its started, kicking the depression out the window.

Speaking of kicking.. I sorta kinda kicked all my snotty supervisors butts on my way out, wicked pleasure. delicious sweet revenge. They deserved it.

i got a part time job in my own field and it pays enough to survive the month, which is heartening, encouraging, etc etc now if i can match it with a full time one, i could actually buy a car.. and do away with the bus/tube rides that eat up so much time..

okay, this isnt my usual and i am getting bored with this post.