Purpose.

I got a question today.. its sort of what i have been wondering.. for so many years now..

'Do you ever feel like your life is meaningless? It has no drive, no reason, no purpose?'

And i do.. i have.. for so long now that the yearning to find something worth feeling for, the place where all the peices of life would fit, make sense.. the need to search for it all, i have lost even that.

What is the purpose, God? I am a waste of your creation that someone more deserving, more on the path, moving in the right direction, any direction could have profited from..