you.

Now the thing.. about missing is that.. it doesnt matter if you are the cause that turned away the person you are missing.. it doesnt matter if you turned them off and you so totally hate that.. it doesnt matter if you have been rude and horrible and mean and cant even tell them now that you miss them.. it doesnt matter if they will laugh at you or they will say yeah right or they will simply get irritated or feel contempt were they to know you miss them.. the thing about missing is that.. you cant listen to your head.. your mind.. you cant tell yourself why you should or shouldnt.. it doesnt care about time or distances.. it doesnt even care about differences. the thing about missing is that.. this feeling just stays.. no matter what caused it.. your own fault or theirs.. and it doesnt go away.. no matter how far ahead the road you have travelled. It keeps taking you back, keeps making you look it in the eye, keeps doing what cant let you turn away..

i miss you so much.