Disoriented.

I am disoriented. Kind of worried. About deadlines and pressures and how i think everything will fall into place and then.. it generally does. but yes. Disoriented.

A loss is a loss is a loss is a loss. But most times it never registers. Cz I never worked to save it.

So yeah a long lecture later.. I worried about life and directions again :/ and tracks and ways. and etcs. sigh.