wow..

Virtual stranger.. a friend's friend.. someone i dont even talk to much.. read up my msn space and mailed me this. Strange :) but really sweet. i's touched. . :)

'Hi *****.. i had sm time so thought i'd write u an email... every one just took of for lunch and i didnt feel like it and this is better than sitting around doing nothing... :) but yeah sending emails that might effect smone in a good way hopefully is always better you seem to be silent a lot these days.. even though havent talked to u much and all and i really cant say if that the case.. but it seems to be.. then i read your blog and the latest enteries.. find a way to share that pain girl.. i know this time is hard.. i can speak from experience.. coz i know i would share experiences as i just had with my friends too.. one of them who is now dead and it hurts when i think of him... deleting his number from the phone book, his email id forever closed. that nick frozen in time.. they just make u sad when you see that smiling face.. and the memories of the plans you made that wont eever be fullfilled... i know times like the convocation and all are hard to get thru with when you dont have your best friend around.. the pain of missing them never goes away.. but one shouldnt always let that stay bottled up.. you asked Allah to save you.. when you know that to save oneself you have to believe that all will be ok.. to get to the point when you can rem your friend with a smile instead of a tear..

bring peace to your heart dear girl.. you'll bring peace to other's too.. sleepless nights spent crying into pillow's... dreams of memories that could have been... they all normal.. dont feel different if you have all that.. that is just human.. but also know that sitting around you can always find that one person who knows what you feel and can understand that totally.. no one is ever alone in this world.. its too small a place to be alone..

im sure you miss her.. with papers and all coming over.. sessions that you both probably made fun of all seem to be dead weights as its just you there and no one to make fun with... keep her with you at all times.. coz the one thing a person always wishes for is to be remembered.. i know i'd certainly want that.. but you should also know that it would pain them too to see someone they cared about so in pain.. getting mad, angry and pissed are all human reactions..

keep smiling girl.. the memories will always be there.. dont let go of them.. but just gradually turn those tears accompaning them into smiles.. you'd be making someone's day ...

rem im always around.. i've been thru this too.. i've spent the nights staying awake.. but it does get better.. take care girl you can always find me online or msg me on this number 0301*******... anytime of the day or night.. if you feel alone
Bye
Me'