i'll miss you like hell :(

i adore faras. i totally completely adore him. and you cant help not doing the same if you knew him. hes like.. the sweetest and kind and caring. and he tries all the while to make you feel good. oh and today he told me he will break my hands if i touched that (which was surprising, why the hell dont i ever know if i am lured into admitting something and should watch out!?) i am so glad he came here.. got to know him so much more and better. and i love love love him! which is a hard thing to get out of a cynic like me. cant help it though hes a jaan.

sigh. if only i were there.