The way it goes.
"..today's dear friends would be tomorrows acquaintances, and next week's strangers"
I cant understand my own disappointment. i need a new centre.
Went to Anees hussain and today for the first time threw myself into the grinding prep. i was a bit satisfied. i need THIS centre. i have decided already. Approached this person i am relatively unnerved by and asked him to keep tabs on my progress since once home i dont pick up the book, at all.
Focusing on all the wrong things but i cant really help it. or cant i? hate the way life is going and my contributions towards this end. hate it all really. There have only been a very few things in life that i can say i gave myself wholeheartedly to.. but What point does it hold when it is so easily side lined? Insubstantial.
suppose i can curb the misery by being productive, for once.
I cant understand my own disappointment. i need a new centre.
Went to Anees hussain and today for the first time threw myself into the grinding prep. i was a bit satisfied. i need THIS centre. i have decided already. Approached this person i am relatively unnerved by and asked him to keep tabs on my progress since once home i dont pick up the book, at all.
Focusing on all the wrong things but i cant really help it. or cant i? hate the way life is going and my contributions towards this end. hate it all really. There have only been a very few things in life that i can say i gave myself wholeheartedly to.. but What point does it hold when it is so easily side lined? Insubstantial.
suppose i can curb the misery by being productive, for once.

3 Comments:
Nice to know that you've been able to achieve to grind your mind towards your centre.
But I must foolishly add that Anees Husain is a moron.
Even if he knows some of the things which he claims to be good at, it doesn't stop him from being a moron.
God be with you. If he hits on you, hit him back.
And I mean HIT.
lol I hardly ever see him :) Its mostly all the other guys working under him- uni grads or undergraduates, who teach us.
That's a relief!!
From what I've known and heard of him... you're just lucky undergrads teach you.
Hopefully, you're there for the IBA preps?
He'll get you in. The only one thing he's shown himself to be capable of.
Oh yeah that and remarrying quite a bunch of times:P
Hehe. Like I said. Big relief ;)
Best of luck with your exams. And God be with your friend. :)Lov and prayers to you.
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