Feels like yesterday

Late night driving. Something about seeing the same lights and places in a new way, realizing how much I have changed since the first time i was there to now, and yet, somehow it is all the same. No accounting for the years gone. With all there is that has changed, there is still somehow nothing to show for all the time passed. Nothing that merits my definition of 'substantial' atleast. Probably put too much stock in the intangibles. A lot has changed.. everything is still the same.

A friend is too.. 'used' a term. For Those people whose very name holds a complete explanation of what they mean to me in their own way, related to and apart from being a friend. A friend is how a friend generally is. Supportive, there for you, loyal, caring. Not to downplay that.. but these relations are way more complex in their own right.

Every moment she spent was full of life. She was life. and now that very life is gone.